aparyaaptam tadasmaakam balam bheeshmaabhirikshitam |
paryaaptam tvidameteshaam balam bheemaabhirikshitam ||
Our forces (negative) protected by Bhishma (pseudo self) are unlimited (but may be insufficient); whereas their army (positive forces), defended by Bhima (Life force control), is limited (but quite adequate).
ayanesu ca sarvesu yatha-bhagam avasthitah
bhismam evabhiraksantu bhavantah sarva eva hi
All of you, properly stationed in your places in the divisions of the army, do protect Bhishma (Ego or pseudo self)
Commentary
To recap our discussion so far, the Mahabharatha war is about to begin and the forces of good(Pandavas) and the forces of bad(Kauravas) are ready for battle. Within the realm of our own mind, in our daily existence, positive forces and negative forces are always battling and the chief driver of the negative forces is Desire. Though the positive forces seem limited, they are powerful. Now here, Duryodhana is asking his army and especially Drona, a superb archer to protect Bhishma.
Let us look at this request of Duryodhana to protect and support Bhishma from two angles. One is from the normal historical and strategic perspective. Bhishma was always known across India as a great warrior and a very righteous person. When the great war was announced, various kings across the country had a difficult choice to make on which side to support. Most of them knew that Pandavas were right and had to be supported. But still seeing Bhishma, the righteous warrior amongst and leading the Kauravas, many of them decided to align with the Kauravas trusting that Bhishma was doing the right thing. Duryodhana knew that if Bhishma fell, many of these kings that had aligned with him would desert him. Hence there was a strategic reason in asking his commanders to ensure that Bhishma was supported and protected.
Let us now turn to our internal battle where the strategy of the negative forces is to invoke past habits to protect ego. To understand the strategy of the negative forces, we have to understand the concept of the ego. Now, what is this ego? Ego is not
what we normally associate the word with. It is not used like the way we
say, “He is an egoistic person”. Spiritually speaking, ego refers to
that “individualness” or “existence” or “identity”.
When does this world of objects
become available to us? In deep sleep, we have no idea that this world
exists, because I as an individual do not know I exist. This may take
some time to understand. Do I know I exist in deep sleep? I only know
that I existed, when I wake up. Only then I know that I existed in deep
sleep. Taking it a step ahead, if I die when I am in deep sleep, what
happens? Will I not know that I exist? Readers will
immediately know that though the body does not exist, I continue to
exist.
The first thought of my existence or
individuality is what is called “ego” spiritually. In deep sleep, there
was absolutely nothing. I as an entity did not exist because there was
no thought or at least there was no awareness of thought. The first
thought that any of us have after a deep sleep is” I am” or “I exist”
and then all other thoughts flow from there. The “I” in deep sleep who
was peaceful am now the troubled husband, father, boss whatever, because
all other thoughts now arise from the “I am” thought. So, it is the ego
which associated with the body, mind, intellect which is the cause of
all the vicissitudes of our life.
Most often for us, we associate the
ego with the body. We look at the mirror, try to look good, feel bad if
someone calls us ugly or panic if we see a pimple of rash, all because
we identify our self-worth with the body. Any time anything happens to
the body, we are distressed. We say, we feel hot, cold, pain etc because
we identified with the body and because the body is feeling something,
we say we are feeling it.
We also associate the ego with our
mind. The mind is an emoting entity. We see our beloved and say, I am
happy, without realizing that it is the mind that is happy and I am
associating myself with the vagaries of the mind. Similarly, if there is
sadness in the mind, we associate ourselves with that feeling and say,
we are sad.
Another typical association is of
intellect to the ego. The intellect is the conceptualizing entity. Just
because I am born a Brahmin, I conceptualize and associate the ego with
the intellect and say I am a Brahmin. I also associate the ego with
concepts like education and say I am a graduate or with a profession and
say, I am an engineer.
Why is ego harmful? What am I
really? In reality I am nothing
but the pure Existence or Life Principle or Brahman or Atman or Soul. However its
evil twin, the Ego has imprisoned my Soul. The poor Soul, which really is the owner or king of my mind and
intellect, is now banished and in its place, my mind and intellect are governed
by the Ego. Whereas the Soul was all bliss and non-dual, the Ego has arrogated
to itself a separate identity and sees itself as different from others and the
world. Once there is differentiation and duality principle has come in, the Ego
experiences all the vicissitudes of this changing illusory world. It
experiences happiness and sadness, calm and disturbance, birth and death etc.
In the context of the Mahabharatha, Bhishma represents "ego". As we saw
above, if ego(Bhishma) is destroyed, then there are no
desires(Duryodhana) at all. This implies that desires are defeated if
ego dies through intellectual and righteous effort (Pandavas). That is
the reason that desires to continue their sovereignty over us and win
the battle , command the past habits to protect the ego.
In the context of the Mahabharatha Drona represents
past habits, which can be good or bad. But more often than not, bound as
we are by our past actions and intense ignorance of Reality, our Drona
becomes bad habits. How often has it not been that we promise to give up
a desire and say finally that we failed because we are habituated. So
whenever the intellect helps us make a resolution to give up desires,
desires take the support of past habits to defeat the intellect's
resolve.
Duryodhana represents Desire. In each of us it is the desire that
propels us into doing various activities, good or bad which bind us into
karma's laws. Hence
the strategy of the negative forces is to ensure that the main
proponent of desire is always protected. This is nothing but the Ego.
When Duryodhana asks his army to protect Bhishma, symbolically it means
that Desire is asking for the Ego to be protected.This desire for worldly
things, when it sees the goodness and righteousness of an intense
sadhak, becomes afraid and the first thing it does is go to seek support
of past habits.
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